Wednesday, August 24, 2011

What... I am posting!!!

What... I am posting!!! I know a bit of time has past since I last wrote. I have a hard time sharing what is in my mind and heart to a blank computer screen.

I am so eternally grateful for the power of prayer, the priesthood and promptings we resive. Our Heavenly Father is so amazing. He has given so many tools to get back to him.. I am so thankful for that.

I don't always have the right words or the best timing...I mean well but that isn't always enough. I am sorry to all thoghs I have hurt or offended. I am sorry for pain that I have caused and friendships that have been altered because of it.

I love my savior and know that I can one day live with him again. I love his church and its teachings. I know that the scriptures contain with in them truths that are eternal and essential to our salvation on this earth. I know that Joseph Smith was a true prophet of God and that Tomas S. Monsen is his prophet on the earth today. I am so grateful for the knowledge that I have.

Meghan doesn't start school for another year, so I have started having singing and story time with her, were all we talk about are church related things. As I have started doing this I have felt the spirit in our home and guidance as to what things she needs to learn to be able to understand that challenges she will face.


Until next time....

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

A little bit of sunshine!!

How could you not be happy waking up to this every morning???
This is my Sunshine!!

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Here's to SMILING

I have had so many times the last few weeks that I go over what I have done that day. Knowing that I could do better, and be better. Looking for all the times I could have smiled and didn't. I am wondering if the reason I am doing this is because I am so tiered every night and know that the moment I lay down and my eyes are almost closed one of the kids will need me. I think I am afraid to go the sleep. If you told me that I could sleep more than 2 hours at a time I would laugh in your face...not the nicest thing to do. But I have had no sleep , so your bound to have the irrational me.
I wonder what it is that makes me want to go over what I can fix. I have a new day. New light. New strength and power from the Lord every day I wake up. Some days I know I am going to want to let the house become a danger zone and read all day. But what makes me think that it is ok to do that every day. No more..
I am going to do something new. All the I should have will be forgotten. I am going to do the best I can every day and not beat myself up for what wasn't done, but praise myself for what I did do. I have the power to become anything I want... Do I want to be a i should have or an I did. I will do something for me every day, even if all it is is that I wear cute socks, even if they don't match what I am wearing. tomorrow will be the day I make it. And anything is possible in it. Here's to smiling