What... I am posting!!!

What... I am posting!!! I know a bit of time has past since I last wrote. I have a hard time sharing what is in my mind and heart to a blank computer screen.

I am so eternally grateful for the power of prayer, the priesthood and promptings we resive. Our Heavenly Father is so amazing. He has given so many tools to get back to him.. I am so thankful for that.

I don't always have the right words or the best timing...I mean well but that isn't always enough. I am sorry to all thoghs I have hurt or offended. I am sorry for pain that I have caused and friendships that have been altered because of it.

I love my savior and know that I can one day live with him again. I love his church and its teachings. I know that the scriptures contain with in them truths that are eternal and essential to our salvation on this earth. I know that Joseph Smith was a true prophet of God and that Tomas S. Monsen is his prophet on the earth today. I am so grateful for the knowledge that I have.

Meghan doesn't start school for another year, so I have started having singing and story time with her, were all we talk about are church related things. As I have started doing this I have felt the spirit in our home and guidance as to what things she needs to learn to be able to understand that challenges she will face.


Until next time....

A little bit of sunshine!!

How could you not be happy waking up to this every morning???
This is my Sunshine!!

Here's to SMILING

I have had so many times the last few weeks that I go over what I have done that day. Knowing that I could do better, and be better. Looking for all the times I could have smiled and didn't. I am wondering if the reason I am doing this is because I am so tiered every night and know that the moment I lay down and my eyes are almost closed one of the kids will need me. I think I am afraid to go the sleep. If you told me that I could sleep more than 2 hours at a time I would laugh in your face...not the nicest thing to do. But I have had no sleep , so your bound to have the irrational me.
I wonder what it is that makes me want to go over what I can fix. I have a new day. New light. New strength and power from the Lord every day I wake up. Some days I know I am going to want to let the house become a danger zone and read all day. But what makes me think that it is ok to do that every day. No more..
I am going to do something new. All the I should have will be forgotten. I am going to do the best I can every day and not beat myself up for what wasn't done, but praise myself for what I did do. I have the power to become anything I want... Do I want to be a i should have or an I did. I will do something for me every day, even if all it is is that I wear cute socks, even if they don't match what I am wearing. tomorrow will be the day I make it. And anything is possible in it. Here's to smiling